TOMORROW

E and I were coming from two locations, so we arrived at the doctors separately, I was late and arrived just after E's ultrasound. That sucked, but....we were smiling at 1:30pm, FINALLY!!!!! our very first insemination tomorrow. 2 missed cycles later, words cannot explain our excitement right now. I am also nervous, this baby might become reality very soon and being the non-biological mother there are numerous worries and thoughts running through my mind and I am also nervous about the conception. It might not happen, and then we have to try again and maybe again and again. If we are not successful this time, then will come worries of when, if we are successful then it will be worries about the pregnancy and the babys health. I'm trying not to let these fears and worries overshadow tomorrow and the excitement for TOMORROW WE INSEMINATE